Just thought I would take a minute to update. We are getting ready for Christmas, one of my most favorite times of the year. We made candy, twice actually. Once with Mike's family and once with mine. I always love that. We haven't been able to buy many gifts but at least one thing for each family member. We aren't really buying eachother anything, just want to make sure Josey gets some fun things. I know finances will get better eventually so I'm trying not to get too stressed about it.
It has been 5 months since we lost Johnny and Christmas time is still just going to be hard. I keep thinking about how I was suppose to have three little babies right now (assuming they would have been born early since they were multiples.) It's definitely not how I pictured Christmas would be back in July. January 5th will be 5 months since Jaxsen and Asher went to Heaven. Just doesn't seem like it's been that long. Just trying to make the season fun for Josey and count our blessings.
Jan. 14th, our due date, is quickly approaching. We've been bouncing around ideas to honor the babies that day but really they already had their birthdays. It is just going to be a hard day. Thinking of taking off work incase I'm really emotional, but maybe staying busy would be better...
We hope everyone who has blessed us this year are blessed themselves with family and fun this Christmas. We owe getting through this year to so many people!
